This is where I will catalogue what I am.
How far can I run?
I have left for yet another school, yet another home. As I have been doing for years now. I wonder how far I can run until I find the root of my problems. I wish to see myself, truly see inside myself and remove every neuron that is part of the problem. I keep running, for some unknown reason. I have no idea why I want to run so far, but no matter how far I run and how many fresh starts one has, the problem never dissipates. It only grows. The weight of my actions lay heavy on my shoulders.
I am unsure.
Due to a removal of a tooth & possible future removal of teeth I have fallen deeper & deeper into wondering why I am not who I am. This body does not represent me and led me to not taking care of it since a very young age. There is no going back, I have gone too far. I want to see who I am. I've begun having unusual thoughts.